on the nature of oaths

[zuhrovet]

[In the current move, Sasha has just accepted an oath of service from Jedao, a relationship Reshad believes is coercive. I'm not sure whether this properly counts as character rp or a new half-move, but I think we all need some new space to deal with the fallout!]

Sasha is waiting outside the antechamber. She has tied her scarf again, and looks as put-together as she ever does. "Are we having this conversation in my office?" she asks Reshad. "Or over tea, with everyone?"

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Re: in the gym - paging Seyli

[zuhrovet]

"Good, you noticed it's a clusterfuck." Seyli's awfully confident of their own behavior, in all those other timelines. Sasha hasn't killed anyone, in this one. But there must be lives where she stayed on Naxarat.

"The thing is, we are not coincidentally fucked. There is someone in Personnel who is carving out a private fiefdom. We came here to find out what she wants. We learned two things: that Jedao is a danger to her plans specifically, and that a Nirai is maneuvering him into killing his people. Do you want to bet that these facts are unrelated?"

Re: in the gym - paging Seyli

[kese_seyli]

"I'm not the sharpest knife in the drawer, but it's not hard to see this is a clusterfuck." They don't think of their alternate selves, so many of them never made it this far, anyway. They do, however, sit up straight at the information that there is someone playing against them. "The person who sent us here to collect Jedao? They intended us to fail?" Seyli asks, unable to remember the name, but they recall the conversations.

Re: in the gym - paging Seyli

[zuhrovet]

"Flute didn't give a fuck if we survived, but I don't think she intended us to fail. The person I am worried about goes by the name of Quill. She chose the group of us who retrieved Remi, and she is, secretly, the source of Flute's orders. If it was just the failures in Personnel--some people survive, in any organization, by making sure they look better than everyone around them. But on our first mission Quill gave us a baby fox whose augment was still running Shuos code. He supposedly grows up to be a heptarch--by then, I guess, a hexarch. And this mission has been stranger."

[The information about Quill's interactions with Flute, and the subsequent meeting, is recapped here--I just dug it out.]

Re: in the gym - paging Seyli

[kese_seyli]

.Seyli frowns as Sasha talks, taking it all in without really trying to figure out what it means. It's enough to know it isn't good, it's for people like Sasha to figure out what it means. "So in the grand scheme of things, you think Jedao's far less of a risk than anything else that's going on with the rebellion, or at least the part of it that's using us." That doesn't mean Jeado's still not a terrible idea in an already bad situation.

Re: in the gym - paging Seyli

[zuhrovet]

"It's worse than that. The man Jedao fears, the one who gave him threshold winnowers? I think he is working with Quill."

If Sasha were in Seyli's place, she would punch something now. Or someone. She watches them, bodyweight forward, ready to stand.

Re: in the gym - paging Seyli

[kese_seyli]

Seyli doesn't quite to rigid as that news slots into place in their mind, but it's close. Someone that Jedao is afraid of. In all of this it'd never registered to them that there was someone Jedao was afraid of, and they'd been there during that interrogation. Instead of swinging into terrified action, their face goes utterly blank.

Re: in the gym - paging Seyli

[zuhrovet]

It's out of sequence for her workout, but Sasha does another handful of pullups anyway, because the alternatives are staring at Seyli until their face starts moving and punching something herself. When she's done, she drops down next to Seyli and says, "So. The weirdest fucking thing of all? Right now, we're winning."

Re: in the gym - paging Seyli

[kese_seyli]

Seyli raises a skeptical eyebrow. "Because we took Jedao out from under their noses when they expected us to fuck up?" They ask. "Which makes him less than a terrible idea, because now he's our terrible idea instead of someone else's?"

Re: in the gym - paging Seyli

[zuhrovet]

Sasha's grinning with the joy of battle. "Because we know who they are."

She looks Seyli square in the eyes and continues, more soberly, "This Nirai--he wanted something like Hellspin to happen. He set it up. Think what someone like that could do, with the rebellion running errands for him. And then tell me how we would know he existed, if we didn't have Jedao."

Re: in the gym - paging Seyli

[kese_seyli]

Seyli flinches some at Sasha's last comment, but they're almost certain she's not being cruel with her words. It's a question without any hidden meaning. "Ah," they say, voice soft. "I see."

Re: in the gym - paging Seyli

[zuhrovet]

Bright wire, what was that?

At least they're listening.

Sasha holds her hands out, palm up. "Everything we do is dangerous. But the work we have--it matters. So we're going to figure it out."

Re: in the gym - paging Seyli

[kese_seyli]

Seyli's quiet for a while before they nod, once. "I am...sorry, I know I've been difficult." And it's not likely they'll get any more comfortable around Jedao, either. They rub their hands down their thighs and then push off the floor to their feet. "I'm not much more than a gun, and not a very smart one at that, but point me at what you need shot and I'll do my job."

Re: in the gym - paging Seyli

[zuhrovet]

The heptarchate can be uncomfortably sloppy about apologies, but Seyli's is fair and freely given, so Sasha says, simply, "Thank you. I will." Then, with a half-smile for the wrench to a new topic: "Could you spot me on the bench, before you go?"

Re: in the gym - paging Seyli

[kese_seyli]

Seyli nods and steps behind the bench, giving Sasha a half smile in return. "Anytime." Anyway, they're curious to watch Sasha workout, how she moves, how strong she is.

Re: in the gym - paging Seyli (cw: bodies & food)

[zuhrovet]

[Sasha is a giant weightlifting nerd! It's her biggest hobby, and she has spreadsheets and plans; she's meticulous about form. She's benching significantly more than her own body weight (though she's tiny, so the absolute number won't be huge). Her personal trainer, if she had one, would notice that she's neglecting cardio. Seyli probably also notices that she's a bit underweight: she's not eating quite enough to support her workout habit.]

Re: in the gym - paging Seyli (cw: bodies & food)

[kese_seyli]

[for the sake of brevity, unless you think this would be important to play out, Seyli might make the suggestion that she work on putting on some more weight if she does this on a regular basis. Makes a suggestion for a post-workout meal. They're impressed and would also offer Sasha to join them in the future.]